The shots are taking it out on my Tummy. I have few days I where will be having to take three shots a day. We are running out of places to give them. My Friend Judi R. suggested some lotion to use before and after each shot. I just got mine. I hope it helps.
It is starting to affect me Readers. I have had some meltdowns, even in front go my SIL. When you are on chemo it makes you think about being sick and what may happen in the future, which scares the shit out of me. I try not to think about it but it is so hard not too. So then I cry and I know it upsets My Man, me thinking of those things we can barely say.
Day 7 is done. I still have my little friend with me. My Friend Rebecca is going to come pick me up at 11am take me to get it taken off. Woot! then I will be really free. Having Robin here this past week help out a lot. I was so sad to see her go (country music and all)!! But after talking it over with her, My Man and my folks I have decided to take my next treatment at the hospital. It is just too much on me. Seven days and having to get up and get there, still try to be a mom and a wife cause I can’t help but too when I am home, it is too much on my body and my mind. I know it will suck for the boy but we can face time and he can visit.
I almost wrote happy Friday since I have no idea what day it is. You get lost in this world of chemo. It is Tuesday. Have a happy Wednesday. Thank you for all your good wishes and prayers. They really mean a lot to me, it is all kind of overwhelming. Thanks.