Hey Y’all!
Sorry for the delay. The last two days have been long and hard ones. I will say it feels so good to be home. I can’t begin to say that enough. Monday was a very stressful and emotional day for me. I don’t even know why I thought I would be able to come then but somehow I got it stuck in my head.So when I realized I had another day of medicine ahead of me, it hit me hard. I was done. I was ready to get out. I was tired of being hooked up to beeping monitors, having my vitals checked, having to monitor how much I pee! Oh don’t get me started on that! My pee smelled so f-ing bad due to all the crap being pumped into to me! Ugh! It still kinds of smell, not all the medicine is out of me yet I guess. There were tears over stupid things (Terry Balfour’s funeral on True Blood! Dam thing lasted the whole show and guess who cried?), not going home, My Boy not acting like the boy I know, the crap they feed you at the hosptial….You name it, I cried.
As I said, I am home and happy to be here. How am I? I am tired. I am nauseated. The dreams/hallucinations are intense, and mentally and physically exhausting. I wake up tired and covered in sweat. But right now, I am ok. My assistant, Kathryn, is coming over to review some work and @ 10am I finally ate something. Plans for the day: take a shower and pick The Boy up from the bus stop.
I do have bad news. My Mac seems to be dead. I am not that surprised but still upset. A few weeks ago it had issues but it seemed to fix it self then. Well, I was wrong. In a perfect world I would go get a new one today but no sure that will happen. That being said…No pictures untill I get a new one. The laptop I am working on is a work laptop and I do not want any personal pictures on it.
Shout Outs:
Dona C.– Thank you for Dinner!
My Mom- The soup was sooo good! I will make it myself soon.
Pat- I LOVE the scarf! It is perfect for me! Thank you!
My Fur Kids- All three have been by my side since I got home. Simon and Panny helped me through my crazy dreams, letting me know that I am up and not still dreaming! Timber as always watching over me.
It was great to see you home and Aidan was sooo happy. I am going to make the soup when we get home it looked good but I will put a little more cayenne pepper in ours. Sorry about the MAC, maybe you will feel like going out and getting a new one this weekend. Thought of Aidan getting ready to go to school and I know he will be happy to see Mom at the bus stop. Take care NAP and I hope that the dreams going away soon. March to that drummer, you are strong and I am so proud that you are my daughter.
Glad you are home..sad that you feel like crap…glad that you were able to get Aidan at the bus stop today…bet he was happy… I imagine that all this has its effect on him also…glad that you like the scarf…I will let Viv know.. I know she put a lot of love and good wishes in it. Hang tight, Shay…half way through.