Today was a low key day, which was good because I wasn’t feeling all that great. My mom and dad brought The Boy down around lunch time to visit. He is doing good. Got all cleaned up and his shaggy hair smelled very fresh. He has been sleeping in our bed while we are gone. Thimber is hanging out there with him an night, so I think they both feeling better.

Mom and Dad did some cooking and brought down some majic broth for me to try. It was pretty good. I ate half of it for lunch. I took a few naps through the day. My Man went out and me some humus, grape leaves, and greek salad. I ate some of that, while the then went out to get some dinner. I then took quick cat naps while answering texts from him. He had a nice dinner. And some beers. And someone dropped off food at the house. And I should call my mom. And you did I need anything?  No, babe. Just you.

I will be starting my last round (6th) tonight. Then I will get more Thiamine. There is a chance I will get to go home late tomorrow night. It would be great to sleep in my bed and not have to take the “hospital christmas tree pole” with me every time I pee, which has been a lot. But that is a good thing or so I am told. The nurse exchange just happened. Tiffany is on tonight. All my nurses had been great. I hope it is this way next time around.

I am still coughing but the doctor said today it is way to soon to see if the chemo is working. I needs to be in there for a bit to start KILLING all the crappy cancer. 

Tomorrow The Boy and Timber are going over to friends for a play date/sleep over. I know they are both excited.The Boy may be going to White Water if the weather is nice. My Mom and Dad are headed to Ohio where he will take part in the Senior Olympics in three biking events.  And I will hopefully be sleeping peacefully in my bed. Good Night!

Day Four started out a little slower than the days before. I am sleeping more and longer. My Man woke me around 9:45am to tell me he was heading out to get cleaned up. I think I ordered breakfast and fell back to sleep. A nurse woke me up later to tell me to eat before my food got cold. I ate a little. Note to restaurants: Do not call than hash browns if they really home fries. There is a difference people!!! After I ate I fell back asleep. My Man woke me up when he came back.

I am feeling a bit worn down today. Lucky for me, my period has started. Really? I thought chemo stopped that shit. Ugh. So there is that making me feel like poo. I just finished my 5th round of chemo and I think it is starting to mess with me a bit. Like right now I am having issues tying this! Maybe it is time to o my zombie check and take a nap.

Yeah! I slept last night!! Woot! So I took the pill, actually it was given to me via IV. After my mom, dad and Th Boy left. My Man popped open a beer and put the DVD Ted in. What can I say about that movie….I did laugh…at how stupid it was. No, it was a good thing to watch. We had to stop it every so often when they cam in to take my vitals and the start my chemo.

Around 10:50pm they came in to give me my sleepy time medicine and I was out by 10:52pm. I heard the machine go off an hour later saying my chemo was done but don’t remember her coming in. I do remember the nurse change at 7:15am and then the next thing I knew it was 9:35am. My Man had already cleaned up his bed and left to go home. He left a note, he is so sweet.

I ate a bit of breakfast and got as cleaned up as much as a person hooked up to a pole that is looking like a hospital Christmas three can. My Man came back with a book of goodies!!! I got a super sweet card from my girl Kysha, my own Ride ID from Andy and Dee, a scarf from Tina, warm and fuzzy socks, Keeping Cancer Sexy book, lolli pops, a PsiBands from Aimee. Thank you! I also got a sweatshirt that says F.U. Cancer. it is very nice a super soft but I am not sure who sent it. Anyone? Anyone?

Rebecca, Devra and Calanit came to visit. They brought me TP!!!! So happy. It is the little soft things that matter. I also got a book and BridesMaids DVD to pass the time. We went for a walk around the floor and they have decided to come up with a group and go from room to room singing to cancer patients. I ordered a shower shampoo cap since I can’t take a bath/shower. My hair needed help. If you are of FB or Instagram you have seen the picture.

Chemo #4 is done. I am still coughing but it isn’t as bad as before. I am a kinda tired today but no Zombies.

I had my 2nd cycle of chemo late this morning and I feel fine. Only thing that bothers me right now is my back and that is probably from laying on the bed for so long.  I moved to the chair. The doctor on call came by and I asked her when I was going to start to feel shitty and seeing zombies. She said I may feel fine while I am here and not have any hallucinations. Every person reacts different to the chemo and the meds they give to fit them. When I get home, then I will feel like shit. Woot! Woot! Good news is that she said they have plenty of medication to help me through it.

My parents came down around 12:30 and then Rebecca showed up with some sweet candies, tissues (Which I need, the ones here are shitty and thin and that = MESSY) the game Pigs and Paul Frank duck tape, cause you never know when you will need duck tape…Really you don’t.

She and I did a couple of laps around the cancer floor to stretch my legs and back. As when I was on the thoracic and pulmonary floor, I think I am the youngest one on this floor. According to Connie, I have the coolest room on the floor. “All the other rooms are so hot! You know how older folks like it hot.”

My Man and The Boy are heading down here now. Can’t wait to see them. I just wish Timber could come down too. My Mom and Dad tell me he is missing me. He has been hanging out in my office and bedroom. Not so much into playing ball either. Rebecca suggested they bring home a shirt of mine for him to smell. Nice. Smelly Shay.

My next cycle should start around 10pm. I am taking that dam pill and will hopefully get some sleep. Still wish I could post some pictures….

…has never spent a night in a hospital. I have been getting lots of texts and FB posts asking me how I am feeling. Right now I feel fine except for one thing. I am tired. really tired. My friend Lisa, who has also undergwent chemo, said the worse side effect she experienced was not being able to go to sleep. Now, I thought I would have no problem falling asleep, so when they offered to give me something to help sleep, I said no. Big Mistake! Since 4:30pm yesterday my ports have been hooked up to something. And since 4:30pm, the machines have been randomly (not really) admitting loud shreeking noises when they are done. This means I need to call the nurse on call to come turn them off and put in some new meds. This happened all night till 1:30am. Then at 4am I had to get my vitals taken (temperature, heart rate), have blood drawn and a urine sample taken. So even if I taken something to sleep, I would have been woken up anyway….but screw it! I am taking that dam pill tonight. I got no sleep last night. Between 4:30am an 5:30am I watched The Newsroom on my iPod (Thanks again Adam for the headphones!). The rest of the time I read the news on my iPhone, read Twitter, FB and Can I Has Cheezburger?

My next Premeds start at 9:30am and then the Chemo will start around 10:30am. I have ordered some breakfast and coffee. Not sure if I will want to eat any of it but you never know. No hallucinations yet. I spent the night checking myself. I named all the fur kids, living and those who have past, and listed the presidents starting from the current and then went backwards. I realized that after Carter, I not to sure who is next….Ford then Nixon?

Ok, my nurse, Denise, is here to start the Premeds. I will update you all later!

Hi Y’all

I am writing from the 7th floor, room 7138 at Emory Midtown Hospital. It has been a long day but I am glad the Chemo Show has begun. I got my port put in this morning. It went well. I wasn’t put under but instead given some drugs to make me comfortable. Everyone said I did a great job (over and over). I don’t see how, all I did was lay there. I wonder what the bad patients do on that table. After I was let go we went and got something to eat. It was 1:30pm and it was my first meal of the day.

My parents came with me so they got to meet Dr. Reed. He answered a lot of their questions and reviewed what all was going to happen in the following days. Since 4:30, I have been given Premeds to get my body ready for the chemo. This will help protect my bladder and liver. At 9:30pm the chemo will start. It will take about 2 hours. I will get the infusion every 12 hours for a total of six infusions. Then I will go home. In three weeks I will head back here. I will have a CT scan to see if the tumor has shrunk. My cough has gotten worse over the past two days. This is due to the tumor. If I stop coughing, then we will know the chemo is working. Fingers are crossed.

So far everyone has been really great to me and my parents. Other then the crick in my neck and a sore spot near the port area, I am feeling fine. I am using my laptop and I don’t have a photo program on it, so no pictures. I have been posting a few on FB and Instagram via my phone.

Have a good night!

I finally got an appointment for my port placement. It is for tomorrow at 9am. Thankfully it will be Emory Midtown, where I will be  maybe admitted for the start of my Chemo treatment. Yep, maybe. Turns out that as of 5pm this evening my insurance company hasn’t given the ok for me to be admitted into the hospital. Wonderful. So I will go in and get the port put in and I will meet with my doctor afterwards. Then I will either go home or check in. I really want to get the Chemo Show on the road but The Boy is in Rock Band Camp this week and his concert his tomorrow night. It would be cool to see his show.

Rock Band Concert from last year.

I found a surprise at the front door today. Thank you Jennifer! I love my “Pickles & Shay’s Whine Glass” cups. They will come in handy in the coming weeks. Thank You!!

Sweet!

My parents came into town today to help with The Boy. He needs his own chauffeur you know. I am also hoping they will teach how to tie his shoes better. Tonight we are heading out for a nice dinner and some wine. Lots of wine!! I can’t eat or drink after midnight, so I am going to fill up. I have done some packing and will finish up later tonight.

I will let y’all know when I check in for The Chemo Show! Have a great night!